hahas. realised i haven been blogging. really bored these few daes. had a nice dinner last night. went to mos with pebb pam wei matt cl. hahas. so funny. cl and wei as usual were acting sissy as usual. yupp. but i've learnt 2 new thai words. dom = lesbian katui = faggot. yupp. quite cool scolding pple when they dont understand. slept like at 2 last nite. becus of who arg? stares at cl he made me play pool with him. and i didn even realised it was past 12 when my bro came peeping into the room. rotted the whole of todae. did hse chores. for once. studied! hahas.

to all my dear friends: u pple better take care kkx. don wan anything to happen to u ppl. i miss everyone.

todae was quite a happy day compared to yestdae. went to buy a new bag which was quite cheap. the bag had a matching shoe bag and my bro bought the shoe bag. hahas. so funny. surprisingly there were many people in town too. looks like these ppl aint scared of the sars at all. saw this little girl wearing a mask shopping. if she is so scared then why come out and shop? sheesh.

hmphs, the sars thingy is gettin more serious. spreading to indonesia and the usa. my aunt was like the origin of sars came from a pig farm in guangdong. if its only a pig farm is not so bad. the problem is it might not only come from the pig farm alone. starting to think bout how scary it is. i really hope that all my friends or relatives dun get if. cant afford to lose u peeps. yupp. so u ppl better takecare of yaself loads kkx.

sorry. but i really hafta spill it all out todae. so jux bear with me.
-how i wish to hide away from everything- why cant you just spare a thought for us? stop being so irrational and selfish. enough of everything. everything was gone in a forthnight all becox of you. you took away all my happy times and now you are jus daydreaming day aft day believing in your coins. why cant you jus wake up? you made everyone so dissapointed in you. can you jus spare a thought and not make me live in sadness and fear everyday?

i hate *you. and i really really do. now and forever.

shoots. jux received a msg from zp tat training on sun is as per normal. okae. i sld be going unless my mom strongly objects cux of sars. :| but the problem is, i left my badminton shoes in school!1 eek! hows? train bare-footed arg. hahas.

cookin spagetti now.so funny. okae. mebbe not.

is the war more impt or the sars more impt?
think the sars is more impt at the moment. cux the war doesnt really affect us at the moment. yupp. anw, both are as bad.

oh on i'm sneezing early in the morning. there i go again! *achoo* hahas.

so bored -__- dun hafta school for like 10 daes. and surprisingly i'm missing it. :( i miss everyone. :(( stuck at home. my mom dun even wanna let me go out for half a dae! the only places i can go now is to the market, my grandma's hse and for tuition. this sucks. i hate this hols. okae. cooked my own mee goreng todae. tasted horrible. cux i dunno how to cook properly. this is going to happen for the whole week. sheesh. apparently, me and my bro are going to fix our own lunch tmr. cookin spagetti with very weird ingredients. we jux bought wadever we like. and my mom was like, "i dunno wad u guys are cookin and i dunn wish to knoe." okae man. bet the whole kitchen will be in a mess tmr. and i hafta do all the cleaning up. cux my bro is a boy. stupid reason.

jux quarelled with him jux now. cux i tuned his radio wrongly. and when i tuned it so fast cux i heard the "prefect ten". he thot it was power 98. sheesh. so irritating. listen to radio so long also dunno the difference. cant be bothered with him larx.

todae is such an eventful dae. hahas. my bro is on a school camp for 5 daes. the hse is so quiet. -claps hands- woke up in the morning. so tired. felt like sleepin. but had to rush like tonnes of homewk cux i didn do during the hols. sheesh. i like the pple sitting next to me. all so gossipy when they dun look like the type. hahas. didn have recess. was playing badminton in the hall with valen,citra,steff,tock,grace,choy,chow,dinah,melissa,freda,ocp. hahas. we were like laffin like me. i was practically tearing. hahas. all thanx to valen. damn damn funny. brought much life to my dae. :) was so tired aft recess. heyys, so prouda myself for not smsin in class! hahas. i didn even have the appettite to eat my lunch. think i only ate half my noodles and drank 1/4 of ice tea? think i'm mad. tried sleepin in the hall before travellin to maris. but that junior of mine, dania, kept disturbing me! arg.. then had trg. and it sucked todae. was having a terrible headache doing the sit-ups [the difficult version]. then coach was like as usual aft 630 giving us more physical. sprinting! shit. tats when i got my really splitting headache. cldn walk properly. really felt like fainting. felt much better aft havin dinner. yummy. slackin now. think i'm gonna die tmr again.

::screwed:: jux realised tat i've be slackin like hell the whole hols. gonna die soon. there's like so much hw and i haven done a single piece. shitshitshit. and obviously its all graded. wtf. so tired now. was sleepin the whole aftn as usual. hahas. :) glad that i paid attention to all the lessons todae. so proud of myself. -beams- hahas. got e new seat arrangement todae. u wldn believe this man. i'm seating with pple that are sitting around me now. glad we are still together. it will be so fun. hahas. sitting beside shuhui and pathatai. which means i cant slack during lessons and i cant sms so much now. is this good or bad. sheesh. sigh. better start cracking again.

tired. woke up at 6.30 todae. and went to 'visit' my granddad. then went back to my grandma's house for breakfast. slept on the bed. was blardie woken up by my cousins and aunties. they are like so fascinated by the online love calculator. sheesh. then realised then my cousin got a boyfriend tats fat, called -something- kok. my retarded bro was like "cock!" gosh. headed to sicc for bowling. got a strike for my time shot! as usual, my bro was like makin a fool out of himself. so irritating. played pool after tat. saw shuwei! hahas. she looks the same to me. okae. then i was late for tuition. rotted. went for training straight aft that. surprisingly i was on time. hahas. having a headache now. mux be play too much.

wah. watched miss singapore. think that bernice sldn win. celeste is so much better. arg. my dad says singapore's standard is still not good enough. -nods head- i'm such a slacker. haven even started on my hols hw. sheesh. dont think i can do finish in time. might as well not do. hahas. cux comp's starting in a weeks time. then i will be having comp on 1 3 5 and training on 2 4 6 7. sheesh. really have no life at all.

:)

today's training was super slack man. coach was out to watch terry and clarence against derek and chayut for doubles. they lost. what a pity. me and tricia took our time to warm up. we didn do the first part. *grins* wah. and that peixuan didn even come for training. sleeping like a died log at home. call her also nvr answer. she woke up at 11 le. like training is over by the time she comes. then what? 40 odd people waiting for her 1 person to arrive so that we can start evaluation. hahas. that silly girl. went j8 to have lunch again. than tat peixuan made a comparison. she say her ice kacang is like mount everest. and my red ruby is like a hill, redhill. hahas. so crappy man. now i'm rotting at home again. sheesh. better go piang for all my homeworks.

:( rotted in acsi the whole of yesterdae. played finishd my game at 1348. then waited there alone for my mom till 1850. sigh. was very pissed with her. then had to rush for tuition. tuition was funny yesterdae. me and jason weren't even listening to mrs lau. we were playing the whole time. slacking too. until she stopped teaching. -stares at jason- it was so crazy yesterdae. think we wld be even worse if ivan's brother, aaron didn come. -laughs-
everything turned sour on my way home. :( cant sae much out. but i'm scared now. very scared.

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things happened today.
first, erica was pissed with me. but more like i was pissed with her? i rememebered asking her to borrow a racket for me and she said okay, but today she denied hearing it. wtf. forgot then say. why use such stupid excuses. then on court we didn played well. way off the normal us. blamed me as usual. but its not entirely my fault tat i screwed up! 1.i didn even get proper training for like the past one-and-a-half week. 2.i didn train with u for the past one-and-a-half week. 3.you improved while i didn. 4.cant u think in my view for once. then she called me to go for training tmr morning. but i had tuition. she she wa like,"can u jux come. u knoe we played so badly todae?" then i gave her that wadever answer and hung up. i mean, even if i go, he might not even let us train together. so y not jux forget bout going? like wad kx said. it all came true. -shakes head-

forget bout those unhappy stuff! arg..

went to town with pebbles. supposed to shop for bags. but came home with nothing again. then she said that i always made her laugh until she shake so hard. hahas. shan post wad i said here. hahas. spent most of my money and time eating eating eating. like a pig. sheesh.

so many things happened yesterday. sheesh. didn wanna pick up the fone at first cux it was incoming in the dae.

yupei: shuwen where are u now?
me: huh? wad where am i now?
yupei: wad are u talking about?
me:i'm in school.
yupei:what are u doing in school?
me:lookin at the juniors train?
yupei: wad are u doing there? [moves away from the fone for a while] oh, i forgot to tell you there is training at maris now. can u like jux come over now?
me:wad!! no way am i going to go over now. just tell him tat i didn knoe and i cant come now larx!
yupei:harh..pls..ohyar, do u knoe where is peixuan?
me:sba. i dunn care. i'm not going! bye.

whoa. so idiot lorx. even if i go there also train wad? not as if i'm going to train with erica.not as if pamela did train with yupei. luckily i wasnt so angry at night after i received this msg from yupei. -smiles- but i jux hate it when people start shouting when they never get their facts right!

yes. the food and funfair is finally over. so tired man. slept very early the past few daes. like at 11? record man. well, didn invite him in the end. plus he was busy anw. jux realised tat many things are happening recently. and its getting complicating.

its been a week.
since i had had proper trg.
since i trained with her.
since i played doubles with her.
its been a week.
competitions is jux like tmr.
we can jux lose.
might as well jux walk over in the first round.
save time and energy
like who gives a damn bout it?
its been a week.
-shrugs-

whoa. todae was surprisingly funny. hahas. first, chng demanded us to finish our pinatas by tmr! which is somewhat impossible. anw, so the 2nd last period of the dae we were jux like sticking starch on that pinata. it was so wet. decided to hang it outside the class there. then silly mitch dropped her pinata and it dropped down to the first level. -laughs- she ran down shouting the word fuck so loud that those sec 1classes all heard her. hahas. so silly. then we went up. fast fwd. then me and candice were like hanging the pinata when it rolled down! my jaws dropped. -look whos the one laughing now- hahas. whos fault was it? -stares at candice- no larx. hahas. so so funny.

oh, managed to convince ivan and jason to come for the food and funfair. yupp. hahas. so funny. but i dunno whether thay will take it seriously. think they sounded serious. sld i invite ::him:: along? hmphs. but. aiyar. they [ivan and jason] were teasing me again! shoots. hahas. i found out a huge secret todae!! hahas. but that silly gal forever dun wanna tell me things wan. mux ask then i knoe. sheesh. dun wanna go for trg tmr. but.. mux see my leg first larx. sigh. kkx.

yawn. wonder y am i so tired these few daes? getting exhuasted so easy. yupp. in a food and fun fair mood now. :) hahas. todae's trg really sucked! my leg? oh, feet kena injured. sigh. not again. went to the sinseh. feeling the side effects of it now! probably be limpin around school tmr.

oh my gosh. my mom said i'm having double chin now cux i eat too much. -glares at her- she said it seems like a double chin to her. on an eating spree these few daes. aint that better than havin no appetite? yupp. dun care her. i shall jux continue eating. hope i really dun get double chin.
lets see wad i ate todae:
1. ham with wholemeal bread
2. yu pian mian xian with egg
3. noodles [yellow]
4. rice with 4 dishes
5. fruits
6. sugar toast bread. -yumyum-
okae. that aint really alot compared to last time.

sigh. blogger was down yestdae. tried to post something but cldn. ponned heats todae. actually its not pon. was still sick. but going to school in the aftn to do light trg! hahas. so contradicting right? hahas. dunno wads wrong with me these few daes. yestdae was so so unlucky. tried to pon chinese remedial but cldn. and i had to go for a whole year of chinese remedial jux bcux i forgot to study for it and failed. so crap ritex? wads is this world comin into? stuck at home now. there is nothing to do. :l

lets see. was complaining that i was getting fat to didi (pokiat) yestdae. how lame? that goes to show how boring my life is. mux start working out!comp's startin again. this really sucks big time. no mood to do anything now.

tired.
had trg todae when i'm not supposed to run?? jux dunno wads the coaxh thinkin. played 5 matches with shujun and annabel jux cux we lost to them. i mean, its not very surprising, cux i'm sick, haven trained in a week, erica is also experiencing backaches. was practically panting like hell. and yes. finally got my new no. the starhub one. and the first person i talked to on the fone was jas. hahas. mom scolded me again. for a valid reason this time. cux i have 3 impt tests tmr and the class assembly. plus i have chinese remedial. jux hope chng wldn come tmr. -wishful thinking- think i'm jux gonna fail maths. dunno wan to thou. hahas. think ivan's very sweet. i only jokingly asked whether i can borrow his calculator. and he said yes. hahas. unlike some pple. shant say names. jas said she and alicia laughed at me during trg todae. very funny mehx? dunn think so. they sae cux my mood swing very fast. hahas. -smiles- cux its ingrid wad!

so so so pissed with potato man [mr phee] todae! he sucks big time.
me: can we make up the 4x400m relay team on sat?
potato man: unless all the runners have mc(s), if not, jux find replacements.
me: but we are really short of pple. can we jux make it up on sat?
potato man: we'll see how first.

i mean not sarcastic at all. wad crap is this. see whether yellow got lose larx. such a bastard and a fucker.
well, hafta go mug now. before i fail. eek! ciaos~

so tired. talked to adele on the fone till 1.45am this morning. supposed to have more rest while i'm sick. yet i'm slackin like hell. hahas. was surprised that my mom didn knoe i talked so long on da fone. realised that she slept so early. hahas. got a new fone no todae! -clap clap- starhub line. hope it doesn't screw up on me. hahas. free incoming night calls. wonderful. yupp. so tired now. realised thatdere's lots of things that i haven do. this suckx. got a 5 days off for restraining from doing vigorous exercises. yippee. dunn hafta run 200m, 800. but i wanna run the relays. can i pls run?

:: jas :: hey gal. sorry if i said something wrong to ya kkx. knoe u wldn be angry with me for long though.

this is so fucked up man. blardy everyone's pissing me off. this suckx.

[to ...(cant name the person out)] wads is your problem? who do u think u are? some sort of interesting and attractive person? my ass larx. i jux dunn understand how can u be so super boy-crazy now till everyone kinda dislikes u? do u think its nice havin the mood-swings all the time? can u jux stop being such a bitch. its pissing not onli me, who isnt even suppose to be ur good friend. well, and it pisses me off. u freakin pissed everyone around u off at times and even always. you sucker! if i could i would seriously give u a tight slap on ya face. unfortunately, i cant. u dumped yuying that time. made so many pple wait for u. don even wanna run 10 rounds when u are late. always giving the black face. to u, its okae to make pple angry. but ppl cant make u angry. wad kind of person are u? an alien? ghost? okae man. shuwen, cool it! y are u getting pissed off with someone who is unrelated to u? dunn be such a busybody! enough! ..my brain cells sldn remember such nonsensical stuff...

sld i cut my hair? but will i look horrible? arg.. really dunno. better ask for opinions first. but really cant stand long hair now. mom's always complaining bout my wet hair and how i take care of it. e coming fridae is a totally horrible dae. i have wad? morning assembly followed by chinese test, then ss test, class assembly item. after recess, chemistry then maths test. this totally sucks. arg. wtf larx. cant really be bothered any longer. breakdowning soon. 90% energy left.... 70%.... 45% .... 25& .... 10%.... _______