shuwen sngs badminton 14 25/06/88 s_shuwen@hotmail.com

Friday, February 28

*sick
this suckx man. sldn have gone for the blardy workshop. now i'm feeling so terrible. didn go for trg. i practically imagined myself fainting during trg though it might not happen. hahas. nobody is at home. so sad. okae, excluding my dad. its like e feeling of him no longer in my heart. y? i feel that there is this hatred in me for him. and its growing! man. feeling so fake towards him. and its not wad i usually do.
okae. todae is candice's and mrs seet's burfdae. forgotten all bout candice. bought her this notebook thou. thot was on mondae. how silly of me. anw, "happy bdae to u, happy bdae to u. happy bdae to candice, happy bdae to u!" quite lame. but nvm. who cares? jux realised that my immune system is very very weak. dunno y. but yarh. gtg do work.
.i'm still angry with [u].

[ i'll do anything ]
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
but now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

hmphs. todae is such a terrible dae. sick now. dunno wad the hell is wrong with me. but yarh. this sucks man. jux cant stand the badminton pple. all havin mood swings. i'm so so proud of adele. she is so so so sweet. cant believe she got so high for her o'. yupp. yuying got A1 for chinese. then jas too. but virn got B3. sadistic (spell?). think my life is so so boring. havin training almost everyother dae. this suckx man. really wanna quit.
dunno wads wrong with me or other pple. quite pissed with connie now. then todae, eunice was crying the whole time. and she wldn tell anyone why! thats the problem. when we ask she, she continued to cry even harder. sigh. really dunno how to deal with it. well, hafta go sleep now. such a pig ritex? eat then slp, eat then slp. hahas.