shuwen

2003-09-24T08:05:00.000-07:00

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2003-09-23T14:40:00.000-07:00

haiis.
woke up at 330 to mug.
feeling so tired now.
think it would have bee better if i didn turn on the comp and study outside in the living room.
anw, must thank wendy for accompaning me.
thanks alot dear! :)

2003-09-22T06:21:00.000-07:00

boring :|
everyone's mugging now.
sigh.
i need a nanny to push me to study now.
anyone care to me my nanny?

2003-09-20T08:38:00.000-07:00

up loaded pic of the things tht happened today.
actually i just used wendy's.
its under "study session"
yupps. tht's why the pics are all so blur.
except the one taken by me!
cunt remember most of the jokes
cause we were laughing too hard.
but i remebered one.

the best way to ask someone to shut up.
"you say it best, when you say nothing at all."
its a song.
so cool.
thanks to my green cow senior. :)

2003-09-20T07:42:00.000-07:00

hahas. was out the whole day. guess i have to narrate a detailed story. yupps. had a junior-senior study session which wasnt absolutely successful.

woke up at 730.
met wendy on the way to mich hse
got lost. :/
miscounted the bus stops.
lousy us.
reached the hse at bout 10.
so maluating getting lost in singapore!!
yuying was here since 8.

had breakfast in her hse
kit kat plus apple aloe vera.
yummy.
for no reason we laughed.
with reasons, also laugh.
then tht wendy dunno how to eat.
then it became me too.
also dunno why.
mich's staircase in her house was so creepy
eeek!
had to walk slowly with technique on it.

studied.
played with the cameras
with wendy's christmas reindeer hairband.
then tht yuying was so funny.
took lame pics
and her christmas ~~photo cards~~.
had lunch.
chicken rice with charsiew.
had grapes too. :)
cracking jokes again.
forever laughing.
stomaches are hurting me.
feels worse than sit-ups.

yenhui and wanjing came over.
they were cracking jokes amongst themselves
so lame.
mich and wendy had to take care of them.
in case they burn down the kitchen.
me and yuying went down to look for them.

they were on the p1 computer chatting.
then yy took charge of the keyboard.
and typed stupid and lame stuffs.
-rolls eyes-
we were lacking of childhood innocence.
took high tea.
apple struddels!! and milk tea
apparently, i didn knoe how to eat it
so i messed the whole place up.
so embarassing!!
but its the only thing tht i dno how to eat properly
and mich's mom had to buy tht.
hahas. -jkjk
cunt drink the tea.
cause they were laughing so hard
scared i would drink at the wrong time
and spit everything out.
finished my cup the last.
even wendy had finished 2 cups.

took a lift out.
met bestie at the serangoon macs
to study.
met tricia and her sis.
left at bout 10.
tiring day.
but all was fun and nice.

2003-09-19T07:36:00.000-07:00

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2003-09-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

todae was fun and slack.
-nods head-
had maths test.
thot i didn knoe how to do it.
finished all he qns in the end.
hoping to get an a1. :)

then had 2 free periods
cause ms nair was absent.
slept for the first 20 min
then studied abit of maths
suddenly, valen came covering my eyes
and pressed my specs agst my nose
so painful.
i was like screaming.
then like finally, she released her hand.
then i was like fighting with her.
but too weak.
was using underhand methods.
tht bloody girl was squeezing my neck
so pain.
end up lying on the floor.
toots.

then tht twit went passing my ic arnd in class.
took my neos.
had something inside which ppl cant see.
so i was like no!!
luckily she still didn see it in the end.
my neos became a gallery.
everyone came over to look at it.
like whtever!!
cause valen tore the plastic thing up.
gonna kill her if i find any piece missing.

so angry with tht stupid kat and valen.
conspired to hide my ic.
then i faked valen by showing her i'm angry.
muahaha.
so many things happened.
pple think tht i dont look injuried
quite true.
but it seems so only.
oh wells. :|

visited the chinese physician after school.
things seem to be worse then ever. :|
she said it was improving.
but it actually is serious
hafta rub myself every night
for bout 3-4 months
scared. :|
the shifu said it could get real serious if i dont get it cured by the near future.
then i asked her to check my back.
whoa. it was worse.
shant elaborate. :(

i'm like the only one in badminton with so much injuries.
-totally agrees-
at first i thot my body was all muscles
then i realised,
its a body of muscles and injuries.

had tuition aft tht
stank the whole place up
eeks!
shall a long entry.
it must have been a really eventful day.

2003-09-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

ij tp/stc/etc. you're funny and ppl like
you. you wear ur stuff low(socks belt bag) but
in terms of behaviour ure genuine and nice.

what sec sch should you be in?
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2003-09-18T06:40:00.000-07:00

ooh wells :|
its another depressing news.
my ankle is internally infected.
and my 3 ligaments are out of place
my 2 feets are also injuried
thru the accumulations of past injuries
and its obvious i cant go for trg on tues.

luckily i didn visit the chinese physician i normally do when i get injuried.
if not he will continue to spoil my ankle!!
anw, went to this one very near school.
surprisingly, it was quite crowded.
non-stop flow of customers.
the the nun/physician took my name down
she called me shuhua cause she wrote my name wrongly.
-hmphs.
its was supposed to be hua wen de wen.
then she wrote hua down.
stupid!!
anw, the nun was good. -thumbs up
she use the soft approach on me.
taught me how to rub when i'm injuried
to loosen my ligaments (?)
going for another round tmrr.

eeks! maths test tmrr
and i'm on the comp
haven started revising on chap 12
oh wells, shall just die
being so paranoid now.
pray hard tht the swelling reduces tmmr.
:|

2003-09-16T07:37:00.000-07:00

haiis. its one trouble arising after another and the other one hasnt been resolved yet. :|

dilemma dilemma
its like, i go for training,
my mom is nagging and scolding
so irrtating. -hmmphs
then if i dunt go for trg,
ppl will black face me and all sorts of stuffs.
zhuo ren zhen nan. :((

now, i dunt have to consider whether to go or not to go.
cause, i just sprained my ankle
again!
how great.
wht a timely 'incident' tht saves my brain cells frm dying
sheesh.

my ankle's really pain this time.
and i got it like at the start of trg
when we were doing our first item
rotted the whole of trg
wasted my time
so tired :((
tired of everything.
of all the nonsense
of all the studying and exams
trainings and stuffs.
i wanna find myself back agn. :|

2003-09-13T08:31:00.000-07:00

i'm in a bad mood :(
fuck off.
RAH!

i was actually feeling quite okae.
until you came in the picture.
i realised there was something wrong with being too str forward

no one is prefect in this world.
not even you or me.
dont you knoe your own faults?
bloody hell.

2003-09-12T08:41:00.000-07:00

silly things happened when me and chai were at the amk library. pathatai came looking for us. so sweet. but she is in thailand now. hope she remembers to buy thai goodies back for me. :)

at the library. couldnt find sits. found some sofas at the kids corner. and they had this music corner where they just keep playing children's songs. brings back fond memories. the kids were really playful, weird and naughty. there was this girl sitting beside chai and she seems fascinated with wht we are doing. she keeps starin at us, listening to our convo. and she doesnt smile. then there is this little indian baby who was trying to climb u the book selves. scary :|

when two families, both from china. meets, you knoe there would be endless talking from the mothers. and one little kids kept shouting, "wo shi sun wu kong!" like whtever. -rolls eyes- and he was shouting into my ear for dunno wht reason. sheesh. the cookies and cream milkshake is nice.

after tht, met trish and yannyee. we headed to bels hse for mooncake festival celebration. met melissa frm sinmin. she is still as cute as ever? played with candles and sparklers!! so wonderful throwing the sparklers up into the tree and see it hang there till it dies out. :))

had tuition early in the morning today. and it was raining super heavily. caught up with ivan. tried mrs lau's osim foot reflexology thingy. its great. but there's obviously something wrong with my internal organs, cause my feet hurts when its presses on tht particular spot. -nods-

meet yupei for lunch. and this shuai ge who is none other than my brother, jiehuan. yea. like not extra at all. cause he didn wanna be at home alone all day, so he rather be extra and join us. yupps. so weird. there's like 2 diff convo going on. yupps. had stomachache during trg. played games. so irritated. |:

2003-09-10T19:01:00.000-07:00

i'm ~~ponning~~ missing trg today. like for once i'm able too. theres more to miss cause my mom dunn want me to train anymore until the end of the hols. getting a treat from my coach this sat at kfc. if i'm not wrong. oh wells, like for once he is giving a treat. but if it hadnt been for the maris ppl, we would have gotten a treat in a restuarant or better place by our two coaches. oh wells, but kfc is great too.

at least i get to see my brother after so so long. wunt be seeing him after tht, at least for a long period of time. went out to hunt for trish's present yest after trg with pebb and yupei. yupps. had so much fun. hope tht she likes the present thou. took neos.quite funny.

going for lunch at marriot today. then meeting chai to study after lunch. so yea. gna practice loads and loads of maths on circle properties. if possible, i might get my sling bag today. cool. :))

okie dokes, i shall go change now. and head down to orchard! oh yar, its mooncake festival today. and i aint getting any mooncake from someone, everyone. -sobs

2003-09-09T21:46:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling so hyper now. :)) just had science tuition. and i'm having fried rice for lunch. its been ages since i had tht for lunch. realised alot of ppl arnd me are getting a blog too. hahas

bestie // heyys. cheerup girl. i will be here for you always. all of us will. just dunt think too much kx. and dont try and make urself better by liking him agn yea? its not a solution. anw, i will ask arnd for advice for you. :))

pokiat // didi!! enjoy yourself at camp till friday kkx. i will be having un studying too. anw, hope you received my msg last nite. see you on sat at kfc. you must go yea? i love you! :))

mortal // eh, not very convenient to tell you stuffs here. but thanx to you. something happened agn. anw, read my gbk first. the one by my partner.

2003-09-09T09:00:00.000-07:00

haven been blogging lately. cause i thought my internet connection was spoiled. oh wells. i was wrong. but i wished my connection was down. then i can concentrate on my studies. i'm really really studying now. so exciting. but i find it boring cause my concentration span is super duper short.

the hols is here!! okae. and my ppr sucks to the core. my L1R5 was like 27?? -faints. okae. and i failed the amaths paper. reason: cause i mugged to hard and i was too tired. like whoa. hahas. yupps. cant help it ritex.

anw, loads of things have been happening lately. mebbe not. i dno. hahas. on sat, my grandma's bdae. think she's 82? tht's really old. hope she lives till a century old. anw, i wore something tht stunned my aunties and uncles. yea. ahahs. they all say i look pretty and tht i've matured. aint tht wonderful? :))

went out with del on sun. and we had a crap load of fun. watched pirrates of carribean. and the show is really really nice. took neos. some of which were pretty -ahem- hahas. promised not to let anyone see it. so sad. i wanted to show some ppl. anw, reached home at 11.02pm. and the moment i step into the house, my mom said i was 2 mins late. not my fault. i cunt run cause my blister hurt.

studied at home on monday. so boring. at least i managed to finsh all the maths hw tht i owe. yupps. like finally. then i kinda slacked. cause i woke up at 12 and i had tuition at 5. so i had to take a nap before tuition. slept for more than 15 hrs out of that 24 hrs. so nice. :))

2003-09-03T07:37:00.000-07:00

my momma told me to go and sleep now. and its only ten-forthy. yea. i shall listen to her for once yea? -yawns- hope i do well for my test tmrr withut even having to finish revising. :/

2003-09-03T07:27:00.000-07:00

yest.
went to sentosa. yay! :) saw the table tennis girls and the grp of band girls. slacked arnd. mr phee and mrs seah followed us. tooks lots of pics. we were like playing arnd when they cunt take it any longer. asked mrs seah for permission to swim. hahas. and so happily they went.

then only left me, yannyee, yupei, peixuan, sitting on the mat, eating talking and talking pics with mrs seah. hahas. then we realised the evil plot of those 'wet' ppl wanting to drag us into the water. ran away. so childish. the weather wasnt very hot. cloudy until bout 3pm when we left the beach. and i got sunburn. -ouch- my shoulders are hurting badly now.

todae.
cunt wake up in time. was so late. mom scolded me earlier in the morning. then valen gave me a pig!! -beams :). love tht girl loads. my shoulders are hurting more than ever. :(( anw, stayed in school to study with chai and nat. headed for tuition. until now. reached home at nine and had dinner. bathed. haiis. my head's really pain. but i have trigo test tmrr. my eyes are like closing anytime now and its only ten-thirty. sigh.

in a very bad mood now/today. so pls dunn disturb me. and never never ever beat me on my arms and shoulders. i'll cry!! -glares at chai-

2003-09-01T17:40:00.000-07:00

when will someone ever knoe feel this feeling of mine.

its just not somwthing tht can be easily understood when told.

its raining now. going sentosa somemore. die. there goes my tanning plan. :((

2003-08-31T09:44:00.000-07:00

went for a haircut today. and i wanted to get a new hair style. but then, the hair dresser didn want to cut my fright. he just layered it. but he just didn want to cut it short. like whtever. so my head looks round, or rounder. like whoa. okae. but i think i look prettier. hahas. *self-praise

practising my trigo now. think i'm getting lazier agn. tmrr is such a packed day. my timetable is so screwed up. i have trg in the morning. agn! then rush back home for chinese tuition. no time for lunch of to bathe. then i have to rush str for maths tuition. how wonderful. :( planned to study and do homework. then i have trg. and all sorts of rubbish. phew.

.. i hate it when pple talk back bout my friends or family. esp you. i though i had no more feeling for you. i thought i was cold hearted. until tht incident. but i cant forgive you for all tht you have done towards me. it just cant be erased in a fortnight. my eyes are starting to twitch agn. when all the good things happen, the bad things are bound to return agn. this cycle goes on forever.

i hate it when i'm alone all over agn. this feeling just keeps haunting back. its so hard to hide it from pple. i wished i cld say it out. but i just cant. its not something simple. i've tried. but you just dunn understand how i feel. the sadness and hatredness has covered all the good times we've had tog. you've left agn. how many countless times have you walked out on us. i wished you nvr appeared in my life.

i wished i could express the hatred i have for you deep down my heart. for the many things tht have been suppressed in it. its just so unfair. i cant show it out towards you. i just cant. i feel so false in front of you. without you, i feel much better. i wish i could explode all my feelings in front of you this very moment. and settle it once and for all. :(

// all you left me was a shattered heart

2003-08-30T08:41:00.000-07:00

woke up late. so late. just in time to brush up and go for lunch. had lunch in macs with someone. was late. met so many pple there. realised tht i've head for trouble? eh, but i aint my fault larr. -innocent eyes- anw, had trg agn. so tired. played soccer. and got wacked. anw, my day's boring.

dade bought a digital camera. -beams :)) its so gonna be mine!! hahas. going to sentosa for team outing on tues. gonna get myself tanned. anw, the tchers are going too. ~~how great.~~ wanted to wear bikini to get myelf tanned. hahas. and play in the water. but the riles are, you are only allowed to junp on the water and only be at knee length into the water. so exciting ritex? wonder how to get tanned now.

had a talk with my mom. told her bout my decision to keep my hair short and not tying it up anymore. so she was like. okae. why not u have a hairsyle thts short. and like -blah blah- so i decided to get a new hair cut. cutting tmrr. just in time for the outing. yea!! but i'm pretty scared. dunno how it'll turn out. oh wells :|

2003-08-29T08:03:00.000-07:00

didn go to school today although they had lessons and teachers' day celebration. stayed home to study. then headed for town to meet ivan and study again. its like, everyone's out hanging out in town and catching movies, while we are studying and we have tuition later. tht sort of thing.

had a nice talkwith ivan on the way to mrs lau's. told him bout my problems. he is really a sweet listener. oh wells, i wasnt a good listener for him i guess. he seems troubled. he enlightened me bout how guys would feel if you are avoiding him after certain things has happened. advised me to talk to *him. ~~i'm scared to hurt his feelings.~~

2003-08-28T09:00:00.000-07:00

i wasnt in the mood to blog. but hahas. for the sake of updating everyone. so yea.
on monday, we had this bitching session on someone. ahahs. all of us were gathered in a small corner. hahas. the bitching meter, which is me, broke down. cause instead of stopping them from bitching, i bitched the most. wahahas. but it was worth it. vented all my anger. feeling so awkward now. been avoiding eye contact with her all week. its just so weird although the both of us dunn show it. everyone wants to knoe more. i wished i had too.

went out with bestie yest. shopped for presents for my dearest pervertic senior, virn!! yea. we decided to stuff her with food and lots of food. she gonna get real fat! :) then we saw meiyan while taking neos. for once i persuaded her to take neos with me. hahas. supposed to shop for edwards present too. but had no money in the end. sorry edward!!

ivan called me during my maths lesson on wed aftn. eeks! think he accidentally called me. then selene had my phone! and like, everyone knoes tht ivan caled me and were asking who was it. then selene was like, "i knoe, i knoe. show you the pic." whoa. how interesting can they get. then today. they started it all over again? went thru all my neos. haiis.

afteer trg. went macs. then this supposedly handsome guy from monfort called rayner was supposed to meet my bestie to study. and he suddenly appeared at macs. hahas. this guy's a flirt and he is so annoying and despo. at least i knoe his actions annoys me! then get to see wht happened next. i suppose something did happen and tht i better get updated real soon. had tuition. came back.

happy birthday virn!!
happy belated birthday edward!!

2003-08-24T06:45:00.000-07:00

friday.
went to j8 with yupei. had lunch there. met valen, eunice, citra. then met didi. hahas. love his hair to bits. made him look much tougher. oh wells, he was meant to study with winnie there, but yea? dunn think he studied. sheesh. headed for tuition. slept in class cause mrs lau wasnt back from school yet. so pig. woke up only when ivan came, 45 mins late! -stares at him.

saturday.
had breakfast with my didi [not pokiat] at taohui stall before reporting to scool. helped mdm mah carry bananas. arms are hurting like crazy now. went to sentosa!! thinking i would get myself tanned. hahas. -wishful thinking shu- played lotsa games and team building stuffs there. but the games look so familiar to me! bet they copied from somewhere. anw, love the lunch time. bel was talking all bout her poker-dot bikini! hahas. and her red panties!! she was doing her bust exercise. it rained. dampened the mood. everyone was so congested in the big tent. but the food was good.

was so so tired. came home, bathed and slept for 12 str hours. wanted to blog but decided not too. today is the yonex sunrise finals. wonder who won. went to shangri-la hotel for a buffet dinner. nice. so full now. it my dad's burfday! not watching f1 now. cause micheal is losing like shit!! think he might lose the championship lead too. ruben is out! -sobs.

check out this splish slash baby website. its super cute and funny. really makes you smile. :))

2003-08-20T08:08:00.000-07:00

didn blog yesterday. the internet connection didn work. ended up using my time to write letter to my partner. cux i gave up studying for physics. anw, i was happy and sad yesterday. hahas. happy cux jason called up at bout 730pm and said he could go for the farewell lunch today. yay! -beams :)- jason's hot. but he doesnt have a way with gals. hahas.

physics was okae today. yay! for once. headed to town right after school and they were all late except for jason. we had this tuition farewell lunch for jason cux he was leaving for boston. then, josh and edward came. as usual, ivan was the last to arrive! so funny. my ex-tuition class is filed with guys from the acs-family only. and i'm the only girl there.

went to nydc for a late lunch. so hilarious. we were like kids going to nydc, as if we nvr been there before. super lame jokes. -shakes head- then we sent edward and josh off. headed down to heeren to take neos. went there. took neos. it was so funny. we were fighting in there. make loads of noises. doing stupid things. hahas. love it loads. then jason had to leave. so sad. wunt be able to see him again until dec larr. :( headed down to cine with ivan after that to watch lxg. pretty cool. simple yet sophisticated.

thats how my day ended. exciting yea? realised departure's part and parcel of life. friends come and go. :) might or might not be a good thing though.

2003-08-17T21:11:00.000-07:00

in the computer lab now!! the comp's so fast. hate typing behind the tcher's back. so irritating! arg. okae. candice saw me typing it. hahas. so long as the tcher doesnt see. love the eng lesson's now!! hahas. okae. gtg.

2003-08-17T08:13:00.000-07:00

great. i while ago, my room was like a pigsty. now its so clean and tidy. all thanks to me! hahas. okae. all my bags were piled on the floor, the comforter [?] is on the floor, my books were lying on every inch of my bed. plus the ironed clothes. and my pillows were everywhere. haiis. table was filled with dirt. should have taken a foto to see how bad it was yea? now its much better with walking space!!

okae. i practically slept my sunday off. only starting to do work now. decided not to on my comp for a long time until the exams are over. so i wunt be on msn. and i'll only use my bro's comp to blog. how wonderful ritex. hope liddat i can go for trg three times a week. haven told my mom bout it yet though.

i love senor christiano ronaldo to bits!! he is so superb and great. only 18 yrs old. -screams- hahas. commentator: "he's got the number and he's got the name!" yea, its no.7 for him. hate beckham, love ronaldo!

edward >> heyys. so whts the decision for wed? tell me asap kkx. me and ivan arelooking forward to it. i wanna go nydc. but do you want to treat me?? -daydreams-

mortal >> replying you here cux there is something wrong with signmygbk.com anw, got nothing to tell you, except, i want the honeystars!! -yumyum- hahas. okae, shall update u bout things next time. studying hard yea? think you wunt see this anw. cux you only come online like once a week now which is very good already? yea. +ilu+

2003-08-16T09:56:00.000-07:00

oh wells, the party was a bore!! yucks. wht to do. its almost like a function! anw, watched tthe american version of the ring. scary. but not as bad as ju-on!! anw, me and natasha were like drinking a can of beer. but we had to go through so many 'obstacles'. hahas. yea. tired. its 1am.

nitey`

2003-08-16T03:06:00.000-07:00

yikes! just came back from training. actually, we had a whole load of evaluation thingy again. this time it was good. talked bout the game and stuffs. reflected on myself. something seems to be pricking my consciene but i cant seem to knoe wht. then coach talked bout my studies and why i'm only trg twice a week. oh wells, its not as if i nvr begged my mom. she came hammering down on me saying thats final? and coach wants me to talk to my mom again? will probably end up quarrelling with her. -dilemma-

going for teddy's bdae party next! its my ex-tutor's son. only p2. so cute! anw, the name's is really teddy. teddy bear!! hahas. okae. i'm maluating myself over a small boy. eeks! well, gotta go bathe and head down now!

2003-08-15T10:40:00.000-07:00

i'm in a happy mood today! yay!!

just helped trish with her new blog. so nice! love her template! pple, check it out alriteys? can read her blog often now! yupps. :))

anw, failed my maths. chemistry was bad too. mr wong talked bout blogs during assembly. oh wells. come to think bout it, i cracked a funny joke during assembly when we were watching the video on our school's heritage. yea. secret.coming back to my lame days. recess was bad. all valen's fault larr. and christine's [?], and nat.. and alot of pple. haiis. suddenly my fone became so popular. hahas. had so many comments on it, and its contents inside. then, jas had to appear in my class when so many pple were arnd. whoa. like not embarrassing at all.

everyone's giving me that weird smile. in one way or another!! eek. anw, went home to sleep. totally forgotten tuition was pushed forward! so embarrassing. got a scolding from mrs lau. eek! hahas. anw, got to see ivan for 20mins. talked to him like alot. realised that if everything's settled, i can see ivan, jason, edward and mebbe some others on wed!! so happy! i'm a happy lil girl now. :))

talked on the fone with my stupid mortal after that. was so so lame. kinda updating her on things that she missed out cause of the things happening recently. yea!! and you are so gonna give me my honey stars on monday kkx!! -hmmfs.

ele >> heyys. i'm happier now. was a lil' sad for the past few days due to some things larr. but you try not to be sad too klx. wil have loads of wrinkles wan! i'm just too happy to sleep now. gee.

edward >> heyys, you and jason try to see if you guys are free on wed for lunch tog? mebbe cause thats when me and ivan are free? oh wells, hope you guys can make it. :)) reply me asap.

2003-08-14T06:18:00.000-07:00

// you made me smile like i've never before //

oh gosh!! i majorly screwed up my whole day.

risked on studying viola. and malvolio came out!! only had 20 freaking minutes to study it? so wasted. totally forgotten all the blardy quotes. had to suffer from the disappointment. then it was like, maths test?? so fucking hard. didn manage to finish the questions.

then had a study session with yuying, yihui, jan, valen, pat. yea- was so cool. like yea- anw, chemistry lesson was so fun! with valen!! hahas. both of us were so noisy. think we disturbed the others larr. anw, she drew on my papers again!! first, my twelfth night! then, my chem ws! fuckadoodees. played badminton with my juniors for 15 mins. gonna get pimples again. loads of them. cux i didn wear my hairband! -pouts.

anw, thanx for bearing with me yest on my entries yea?

hmphs, things are getting better for me. mebbe i'm relying too much on friends to numb myself. i cant feel a thing for you. that explains why you are transparent in my life?

//my world crumbled right before your very eyes //

2003-08-13T05:35:00.000-07:00

screwed up. stress. angry. scared. irritated. mood swings. tired. this is absolutely a screwed up day for me.

i need a punch bag to vent all my anger on it. and i really really need it now. okae. i'm sorry, you guys might just wanna bear with me since you wanna read it!

first, i have to sit with some sicko -toot- everyday. then everyone near her gets totally disgusted at times. and wht am i doing there? still sitting next to her. when i bitch bout her, i feel evil, everyone says i'm wicked. and when i dont, ppl thinks she is my good good friend. when she totally isnt! she just doest knoe her own limits? trying to be a prefectionist. then, i have to cope with the fucking hell tests. i'm dreaming of getting full marks for my emaths tests tmrr and hoping that i dun fail and pass my elit test with flying colours tmrr. i dunn feel normal nowadays. sometimes i feel as if i must act like a different person in all when i'm facing some pple. i hate that feeling. pple say that we [for thoes of u who knoe wht i'm talking bout] are giving the feeling that we dunn need them and we are cocky. its not it. a misunderstanding. yea i knoe. but still- haiis. i'm feeling so crap and bitch now. i just dunn knoe why. mebbe my hormones changing for the worse? ~~and i still have to act filial in front of my dad everyday. my family's situation sucks.~~

i hate myself. i hate it when i'm born in this world, and he doesnt make me feel i'm here for the better. i hate myself for bringing hatred and disharmony.

2003-08-12T08:08:00.000-07:00

edward >> heyys. when do you think we can all meet before jason leaves? oh wells, i hope we could meet up. at least, me you jason and ivan yea? ohyar, pls help me tell your friend nicholas tht i aint pretty? hahas. thanx. cause i'm not close to him, feel kinda awkward if i go to his blog. meet up with ya one day. till then` -hugs-

bella >> heyys girl. chill yea? hope you have dried ya tears by now. dunn feel too remorse kkx. and dun take those things by heart. will bear in mind wht you said during evaluation today though it wasnt a suggestion. takecare-

2003-08-12T08:03:00.000-07:00

happy.excited.sad.remorseful.angry.tired.
thts wht i feel today. so shit. had evaluation. touched my racket, like finally. wanted to blog so much, but i just didn seem to be able to type them all out? oh wells, i just hope things would change for the better and tht there's harmony and peace between everyone of us. [snbt: hope to see all of u at sentosa yea?]

i'm the bitching meter today!! muahaha. yea. inside joke. come to think of it, it was so hilarious. it was since when did we have so much fun tog. haven had a nice talk with my bestie for a long time! sheesh. so near yet so far? oh wells, gonna update you soon.

// true friends are hard to come by. they dont stand alongside you everyday, but they are in your heart every moment, every second. i love you guys! //

2003-08-11T07:25:00.000-07:00

i just love my blog :)

2003-08-11T06:22:00.000-07:00

whoa. had a terrific day today. excluding all those -ahems- though. think some pple will knoe wht it means yea? yupps. i listened for the whole day of lesson today!! -beams :)) first time this term. unexpected. some funny things happened during ting xie. and i was telling adele and she laughed at me!! whtevr. such a bad bad copier ritex? hahas. just hope i'm not invited to go remedial. :/

i did this quiz thingi from some email and the results are like so not very true!!
the one i love most: pokiat [like huh? rubbish. mebbe only as my didi?]
the one i care for most: peixuan [well, thats kinda true]
the one who knows me best: mom [yay!<]
my lucky star: yupei [so unexpected.]
the one that i like but just dont work out: ivan [rubbish. sheesh. just a good friend of mine.]

oh gosh. so stupid ritex? i'm so not gonna believe some parts of it! notice there aint someone's name on it?? sheesh. jason left for boston. so sad. -pouts. didn get to see him for the last time? or go out to take neos? dunn even have a photo of him! saddening. oh wells, must drag him out when he comes back. miss the good old sec 2 tuition days.

2003-08-09T09:47:00.000-07:00

happy birthday yuying!!
arg. cant believe its your birthday liao!! anw, you lost ya fone so i couldn call ya. yupps. hope this is good enough for ya. cause its green in colour!! for once. not gonna let it happen again. yea- cherish it. oh wells, love ya loads.

watch the lost world. realised that it wasnt scary at all unlike the time when i watched it years ago. but it was interesting though!!

2003-08-09T01:34:00.000-07:00

its 9th august! happy birthday singapore!! okae. that was lame!

its sunshine after the rain! -beams :)) guess almost everything has been resolved? great. and trainings in afew days time. i still wanna slack! -sobs i could anw, cos my momma wants me to have training twice a week only? sucha nag. she's been liddat recently. and almost everything is my fault! -hmmfs.

had national day celebrations yesterday. our class won again!! yea. like whoa. just with tinsels and we won. anw, i wore a small shirt and my mom commented that for once i'm wearing small shirts? like okae mann. then the roxy shirt had so pink things on it. not like i wanted it but someone bought it for me!! and my dear partner said that i look nice in pink? heh heh. hmphs, the board shorts my brother bought for me is really fitting!

headed down to bugis with yupei. then we met peixuan there. hahas. then yuying called and asked if she could join us. of course she could. realised that she asked jas for my no. when she was having meeting? oh how wonderful! -hides. caught how to deal. hmphs, its okae. but the funny things was that we saw yuyan and co. there. had so much fun? okae larr. oh, i bought jeans. yupei bought skirt!! but i had no money, didn get it in the end. i might get it soon thou. -hints at someone!!-

yea- so tired. slept at 11. i slept my whole afternoon today. missed the bus stop on the way home from tuition today. so pig. ciaos-

2003-08-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

edward and adele:
yea. i have tried making the font bigger. but i like like it black. so yea- too bad.

anw, had no evaluation today. supposed to have. if i was there, i problem be disgusted. i dunno. a feeling inside? many things have been happening, too much i would say. dno if the rest if feeling the same.

the unsettling thoughts of future. the pleasant memories of the past. it seems like only yesterday. but its a whole new different world, different people we are about to face now. just pondering about it makes one wonder. wht has gone wrong? just one simple sentence would be the answer. but how else to solve it. nothing seems to be going right. if only we could reverse time. go back and choose the correct paths we are suppose to head. i guess, its all to late.

yea- for once i'm getting emotional. anw, been slack these days. went out with jas to watch movie. she treated me. -beams :)) watched good times bed times. whoa. its super funny and a little lame. but its horny (?) hahas. corrupted my brain. i need a brainwash soon. hafta wash away all these bad influences!! quick! hahas. then we went to take her 'act cute' neos. hahas. yupps thats all. training's resuming soon. sec 2s gonna join us soon. -beams :))- i love company.

2003-08-02T03:05:00.000-07:00

went out with didi today. meet him for lunch. yea. its was so fuuny. went to j8, which yupei says its a low-class place. hahas. like whtever lorr. so pig. i ate more than him. -hides. then we walked ard. probably walked the whole of j8 thoroughly liao. and guess wht? we saw winnie and mel from sinmin. like whoa. hahas. so coincidental.

okae. hmphs. then we took neos. started questioning him and he refused to tell me anything. sheesh. yar. hahas. the neos turned out disgusting. next time i better take with him again. but must go town yea? then we didn have anything to do liao. decided to sit at the bus stop there and talk until he boards the bus. apparently, he didn want to be early. and so, he deliberately did not board the three 13 buses. sheesh. hahas. okae. realised that my didi was so cute in pri school. you guys must check out his pic. yea-

hahas. i have decided to buy a skirt! hahas. really. i must proved to tricia that i can wear a skirt. cux she ssaid she cunt picture me out when i wear a skirt. hahas. must prove to everyone! hmmfs.

2003-08-01T10:03:00.000-07:00

okae.. i'm beginning to accept the fact that we lost!
lost to tkgs 1-3. sucks. and the bloodly chinese papers say we are no match for them. haiis.

went to party in orchard after that. and you just wounldn't believe it mann. we got chased and scolded by the same security guard for 3 times in 30min!! like whoa. like was for playing catching, then for singing [?], hen for sitting in an area blocking the safety fire route. like wadever lorr. curse that security guard to death. the day was so cursed. felt sorry actually. lost to tk's sarah and diana. could have at least played rubber. oh wells. its all over. i really need the gold next yr. if not i will seriously cry.

fluid fusion.
hahas. today was such a slacked day. watched i not stupid and daddy day care. so slack mann. but daddy day care is a stupid show. not recommended. yupps. then slacked at home. bathed. wore a sleeveless. the suit from bossini. yea. looked so so weird. all thanks to my broad shoulders. yea. hate it. so imperfect. anw, was funn watching. but mebbe i'm not a musically-inclinded person. tired now.

my mom's so nag now. she went like, you better study hard. no more time liao. how can you go out without my permission? i was like whtever. argued with her for the past few days. really need time to settle down and study ritex? after 1 long month of competitions and 3 months of trg. yea.

2003-07-24T05:27:00.000-07:00

oh mann. 1 more day to the finals.

:)) actually found out that its not healthy to get angry. when u are angry, some chemicals will be produced in ur body. and its poisonous. it is even worse if you surppress your anger! cux more poisonous chemicals will be produced. hahas. so its not wise to get angry! and thats why i'm happy. :))

2003-07-21T08:15:00.000-07:00

quite an exciting week i have mann. its like, you cant study. and all u think bout everyday is badminton, bout the nationals. sleeping at 10 everynight now. shouted till my voice is hoarse. and i have a geog test in 2 days time. an emaths test in 4 days time. and i cant even concentrate for a single hour. terrible. :||

dunman match
haiis. we ~~lost~~ 2-3.lost my match. and thats why we lost? why cant i be a little stronger? and take control of the game and my mind? that puts us in a dangerous position as our fates depended on 2 schools [tkgs and dhs]. yea. :|| its top4 or top8. we were very scared that they are going to conspire agst us.

friday
played rubber with the stupid sinmin doubles. werent even supposed to be like that. why cant we play our game properly? -questions myself for a clueless answer again. -pouts. anw, the scores were like so close. tkgs won 4-1. and we got thru. by the barest of margin u could ever get. tkgs-13pts, sngs-12, dhs-11. like whoa. we were practically crying. sun bin's gonna die!! hahas. none of the 4 dhs teams got into top4! hope he gets sacked by dhs too. -evil laughter.

today-ahs match [semis]
zhang vs weiqi. zhang played some very good shots that weiqi could get. like whoa. our singles are good kkx. but she lost. hahas. its okae. my doubles vs their weaker doubles. haiis. until now i still dunno why we lost. the biggest mistake in my life?? wells, the rest are history. cux we won in the end. thanx to pam and yupei who won emilyn and amanda. yea. -mwa.

meeting tkgs in the finals. like again heh. -smiles. if i cant wake up and help erica, how am i suppose to play like a champ and win it? -dilemma. :|| the fianls are in four days time. i need to play my game. and convince her that she can do it. the problem is how? sometimes i really feel that i have ~~lost hope~~? -tries to dig out the confidence i have. i need the confidence on court. but she needs to show me some too. haiis. mebbe all hope is not lost yet.

2003-07-12T08:15:00.000-07:00

my whole week is so screwed up. so mixed with emotions. -eek

ahs match
coach put me down to play doubles pairing with pamela. its like a last min decision and no one knew bout it? so screwed. then erica and yupei partnered. we had a high chance of winning. until erica and yupei lost their game. hopes were dashed. didn mean to blame anyone but yea. cried. think wht coach said was correct. one black sheep spoils the whole team. well, i guess it it all boils down to one thing. we always learn it the hard way. it happened to us in sec one, last yr, and now this yr. sheesh. if we have the capability, who cares?

couldn sleep that night. had to force myself to be tired only then i could sleep. i was afraid of crying again. afraid of failure. i guess to me, i cant except the word failure in badminton. cux this yr means so much to me and our team. i thot it was the end of us. really. it was tough for all of us. hmphs, my lessons were affected too. and trg. cunt concentrate at all. realised my confidence level dropped.. gee. it was tough. was so frustrated on thurs. i was so afraid i cunt make it. yupps. well, the good thing did happen todae!!

tkgs match
we went there not knowing wad the outcome would be like. until the first match! peixuan vs tiffany. yea. she lost the first set terribly.. then she made a comeback in the second and eventually won the match. it was a joyous moment. we were like already bursting into tears. is the first time she won tiffany!! whoa.

then me and erica played their second doubles. trashed them! like whoa too. thus, we were already leading 2-0.

next up. trish vs samantha. it was sort of a deciding match. but tricia has the ability to win her. she put too much pressure on herself i guess. absolutely screwed her fist game up. shots were all out. however that samantha's service was all above the waist. and that coach tried telling trish to tell the empire but trish didn. then the chief empire quarrelled with coach on court. coach was so agitated, and the chief empire said he was sub-coaching trish how to play. chief empire threatened to send coach out of the sports hall. seriously, trish was feeling so scared. imagine ur coach shouting on court. the pressure was so great. luckily trish won in the end. she cried, not happy, but cux of coach. adn we won tkgs!!

yupei, pam, and zp lost their matches after that. next up we have dunman on tues. think our team's confidence has been lifted since todae. ohyar, ms foo and mrs agnes tan came down to support us. like whoa. under the special request of tricia. hahas. yea. the cdiv won sinmin too.

headed to town after that. bought presents. and watched dumb and dumberer. the show is like one hour only. its not recommended. too lame. and the shits and poo. and melissa was so freaking dirty-minded mann. hahas. thats how my day was. so exciting!!
ohyar,

happy burfday jas!!
happy burdae valerie!!

2003-07-07T08:24:00.000-07:00

whoa, think my life now is kinda boring! its trg and more trg everyday. no more excitement for me. haiis. somebody, save me from all the trgs. played so many games these days. and guess wad? the ahs match is just like tmrr? whoa. pretty scary yea? dunno whether i'm scared, nervous or over-confident? whoa. really dunno. lets just hope we trash them tmrr. we should be able too anw.

hmphs, pam teared today after trg. was pretty scary. think it really reminds me of how scary it is getting to be. but i mean, lets just take things in our stride yea. there's no way we cann force things to happen if its not meant to be yours.

speaking bout todae, i was dreaming the whole day. eek! first, i promised to buy everyone taohui from my market there. its really good. -recommended- well, the stall's not open! hahas. and poor tricia was waiting for it. so sorry. then i was dreaming the whole trg. wasnt fast at all. service was too high, or out!! sheesh. bad. but somehow i was tired. very tired thou i feel i wasnt.

good deed of the day: i offered to buy chicken rice for lunch for my two brothers at home. my mom was like:"you better appreciate when she buys food for you. its like once in a green moon." i was like hehh. hahas. and they haven paid me for the chicken rice money yet! hmphs!

good lotsa scolding from my mom todae. and its all pointing towards me. its like so unfair cux i'm a gal? and guys dunn need to do the housewhole chores. gee. everything she say, its directly referring to me. like whf!!

oops! i realised i cant used the word fuck now!! all thanx to my bro. every two sentences, at least one of these words will come out of his mouth. so my parents put a fine of 1 buckeroos whenever he uses the word. and like he was betting that if he says less than 20 times, my parents would give him 20bucks?!? sheesh. and my younger bro was like, you can bribe me ya knoe.. just give me bout 2 - 5 bucks. i was like.. cheapskate!!

gosh! i didn knoe i typed so much. suddenly felt a gush of emotions. hahas.

2003-07-04T04:56:00.000-07:00

wed
the stupid elearning thing suckx mann. anw, left early!! its the first day of nats. won cedar. like duhx. the cdiv won too. so exciting. like nats is finally here!! whoa. then had trg at tampines! so damn sway. we had to like fight for the courts with other ppl? yupps. anw, headed back to school. then we went to play bridge at taohui stall. something real funny happpened there. we [me, yuying, yun, pebb, pam] and the xiao de were sitting in another table.. we were all playing cards. hahas. its been a long time since i won. yuying said my cards are so charcoal!! yupps. then mrs quek susian walked in. and i was like quick keep ur cards. hahas. was damn funny. luckily she nvr scold us.

todae
played krangji. i screwed my whole game up. wasnt even concentrating during the game. sheesh. we won in the end. hahas. but i'm so so proud of the cdiv!! think we really did show our true snbt spirit todae. gosh. they beat tkgs where hamikhan [sp?] is in chrage of. yea. which means they are gonna beat scgs too!! hoo-ray! cheers` winnie is good! she is so calm. yea. -hugs winnie tight- was in a bad mood todae. pms. all thanks to someone. but i'm happy now. :)) yea. playing ahs on tues. so lets hope that person dunn spoil my day yea? -ponders

2003-07-01T16:32:00.000-07:00

oh mann. sheesh. pple. i'm really sorry so long never update kkx. yupps. sch has started. now at home doing the stupid elearning thing. avoiding the jam so just come now and download everything and just go back to sleep yea? so smart ritex.

anw, i wanna say thanx to those who celebrated my bdae with me!! hahas. meaning the bdiv [w/o ingrid] and yun!! hahas. okae. we went nooch the hopped over to nydc for dessert. whoa. that was really filling. -nods

hahas. i cut my hair. bout a week ago. and now its short. real short. cant tie it up. dunno why pple's reaction were so big and unexpected when i cut it. hahas. next time must give warning when i'm cutting? -errr anw, my dearest partner, who has been the object of laughter for snbt till now says i look like my mom. one nice comment at least. okae. but i couldn't stand chng's comments on me. now valen's telling the whole class. sheesh. she touched my face and said, :"shuwen, ni jian tou fa hao mei wo!" eek! she touched my face. damn it!

nats starting todae!
excited? - tick.
nervous? - cross.
trashing?- tick.
champions? - tick.

alritey. i'm set for it now. hahas. pple, must come down and support us kkx. not todae larr but on tues[next] so that you can see how we trash ahs. yupps. alritey. gonna go eat breakfast now. catch up laters`

2003-06-20T09:56:00.000-07:00

sorry man. wanted to blog yesterday or the day before. but i wasnt feeling well and was tired. was working on the snbt's blog!! yea!! hope i got the html code correct. yupps. hahas. so happy. counting down to my bdae!! now really. but have been i an extremely good mood over the past week!! no pms!! hurray. :)) anw, todae's or mebbe yesterdae's. since its past twelfth now. hahas. yupp. coach wanted to kill us. make us run so many lai-huis!! total 10+15+20 = 45!! oh my!! sheesh. but i think we have a problem counting when we were running. took short cuts. but who cares. its only a little wee bit. yeap. gonna watch ju-on laters.. hope i get scared my wits off!! hahas.

oh u knoe wad!! i tore my blister's off!! yea.. its actually the skin larr. but i feel so bare.. eek!! hope it recovers in time. anw, off i go to my bueaty sleep as usual!! nitey`

2003-06-18T08:06:00.000-07:00

whoa. its been a long time since i blogged. hahas. anw, so proud of myself. created a snbt blog. but not very nice. will change and improve it soon. went out for dinner todae. supposed to be reunion. but. so little pple went. so yupps. it was me, zhang, yupei, pam, yun and our beloved erica!! hahas. okae. laughed like mad cux of erica. oh mann. cant take it anymore. u wanna knoe why? go visit our new blog and u'll knoe why. think pam withh write a whole lot bout it. haha.

2003-06-13T10:40:00.000-07:00

-beams :) yeaps. got back home from a hectic day! woke up late today. cux i slept at 2am? then rushed for maths. brain-dead. :| cunt even concentrate. had a bad bad headache. then had the ipw presentation. pretty screwed up. :( cux it wasnt done properly. but it aint entirely my fault ritex? anw, some pple didn even turn up in school todae. didn even contribute anything to the ppt. -disappointed with that person. rushed for trg. was so damn tired. one good thing was that i bathed before going to acsb. [to natg, hahas. i didn stink up the place for ya kkx. but maybe some pple did!!] anw, think the play was okae. had alot of singing and dancing. think the guy who acted as sebastian is damn cute.

the play ended like bout 1030? whoa. not late at all. then we went to EAT!! at newton hawker centre. cux the dinner they provided us was like half a packet of chicken rice? we ate it in like less than 15min? plus it was after trg. sheesh. so we went to eat supper. i ate like so much!!
1. sambal stingray
2. sugarcane
3. hot chengteng
4. sweet potato dessert
yea. i ate two bowls of dessert. trish wa slike thinking i am mad or something. but felt good!! -nods. at least i knoe my appetite is back? hahas. reached home after twelve. got a minor scolding from my mom. wasnt that bad. dad cooked black chicken soup for me! how sweet! :) and now.. i'm feeling hungry again. gee. waitting for formula1 to start. thats the reason why i'm still awake, alive and kicking. yea. it starts at 2. 20min more to go. so i'm slacking at the comp. oh! i saw jason at the play. he waved to me. then after the play. i called out his name to say bye. think he was pretty shy in front of his friends. -laughs. totally opposite from his behaviour in tuition.

anw, going to watch it now. will be back with results! i hope. :)

2003-06-12T10:32:00.000-07:00

i feel cheated!! all cux of that stupid zhikai's fault. that marist captain-cum-president. -hmphs we say we do so fast for physical and that we are cheating. how can it be? use his brains mann. we girls do faster than u and u are jealous. accept the fact. why use such stupid excuses? even if some didn do all 20. why must you say all girls? plus u say we finished 20 when u only did 10!! f**ker! dunn be a loser. i dunn mind doing another set, but i just cant accept the fact that you say we were cheating and when we werent!!

then i'm only typing my entry now all becux of some irresponsible pple! i hafta wait for them and call them just to send me the info. and some didn even bother to do it. you-know-who-you-are. if they were responsible enough, i wunt be deprieved of tv the whole damn day! arg. -angry shu is trying hard to clam down.

anw some weird things happened recently too. hahas. cant tell. cant say. -zip. yupps. but i'm laughing my ass off. -nods. finally able to go out tmrr. didn catch the matrix reloaded todae. dunno when can i watch it. going with my brother. for once in like a green moon? going for the twelfth night play tmrr. cool. hope i get to see jason there. the bad thing is that i'm coming from training. so yupps. stink up the whole place yar? -nods

anw, getting late or early? have maths tmrr. wonder if i can wake up in time for it. still feel energetic le. but still. i wanna sleep!! okae.
nitex` world.

2003-06-10T07:39:00.000-07:00

:)) so, the hols started. and so is intensive training. really dunno whats gg's problem. cant we just have training in the morning for at least a day. how to go out and play liddat. so inconsiderate. -oops. i forgot. my mom is standing right behind me doing some stuffs when i'm typing this. scary sia. :/ hahas. yupps. my stamina sucks. dropped so much. amd i'm having pms lately. so all my dearr friends who kinda experienced it.. i'm sorry.
[[ todae ]] the whole of today sucks mann. had geog in the morning which was so not interesting. and she didn even ask for the geog filoe. so much for asking us to bring it. then had trg again. the only doubles there. and i had to train with silly people. nothing really happened. just showed my moods to them only wad. and i was really really pissed with the person i was trg with. shan say names. just some childish guy only wad. spoilt my whole day just like that. so inconsiderate.
lets hope tmrr is a better day. but how else can it be better if there is training?? -nods pls hope i'm sick or something. so that i can go out and play!! -yippee :)) okae. wishful thinking on my part. x)

2003-06-07T23:12:00.000-07:00

my comp is fixed! okae. not really. but at least i got my internet during the hols. yupps. the hols is here. so is intensive training. i hafta like train 6 days a week non stop? what is this world coming into mann. and i kinda screwed up my whole midyrs? this is so not good.
[[thursday]] went out after training with trish, yunhua and yuying. supposed to watch movie. but we didn. cux the movie timings were so inflexible. yupps. then i lost my shoebag! my new school shoes. at least its not my badminton shoes rite? yupps. really dunno whats happening to the people ard me. and me. arg.. -frowns.
gonna have training later. again. so not looking forward for it. oh wells. but i hafta ritex? anw, its my fave month of the year now. but not this year cux comps still not over. :( :( like i wanna go out and play and here i am having training everyday except saturdays. arg!! -growls.

2003-06-01T03:10:00.000-07:00

heyy shu piggy. (: mmms. didnt do ur layout. got stace to help me do it fer you cos i had to study. but at least its done ? but its kinda messy and a lil screwy. |: eeps. oh wells. i miss you ! (: thanks fer everything uve done fer me and will do. (: (its alot im sure) (: (: oh wells. will see ya tmrw fer many many MANY hugs. (: iloveeeyaa` -eleeeee ! (:

2003-05-30T00:02:00.000-07:00

oh my goodness!! i found my way here at last!! okae thats lame. but the internet at home has been down and i'm at my grandma's place now. darn.. so many things happened and i bloody cant use the internet. lets see...

we last stopped at the camp!! ohyar. i'm back from camp!! its fun except for some parts of the camp.. then?? training in school!! so fun!! ah, then there's something wrong with my teeth and braces. cant talk for nuts. yupps. but gonna see the dentist laters`
tc loads everyone!

2003-05-22T08:18:00.000-07:00

happy happy :)) its been a long long time since i'm so hyper and lame!! hahas. yupp.. so manythings has been happening. minor ones thou.. so dunn wish to elaborate. yupp. going for a leadership camp tmrr.. for 2 wholes daes. pple, dunn miss me kkx. thou i knoe u guys will. hahas. lalala. changed placed todae. yupp.. all thanx to chng. and my new partner is cherie. ahahas. so far away from kathy now. then cannot quarrel with her. darn.. hahas. oh wells. i'm just on sky high and i dunn knoe why!!

2003-05-19T07:04:00.000-07:00

i hate this period of time!! so many tests. and the mid yrs round the corner. its like others are alomost done with their exams and we haven even started with our tests. luckily trainings have been cut down. if not i would really be furious. but theres this leadership camp this friday and sat. like 2 whole days gone which means i cant study?? like how bad cann it get mann. sheesh. hatehate it. :((( had 2.4km run today. was kinda great but thot i could do like much better. sucks mann. got 12:12. actually cann get below 12 min. but i was feeling heavy and tired. darn. :((

2003-05-16T08:50:00.000-07:00

had napfa today. results werent that good but i got wad i wanted. :)) -bleams- now my sole is pain cux of the shuttle run. lets see. so many things happened today. got the thermometer. now we have to take temp everyday. quite irritating at times. cux it eats up my recess time!! gosh! how can?? then every class suppose to send the pe captain and ve leader to be the temperature captain. and wad was i the geog rep doing there. cux my form tcher cux looked round the class. was trying so hard not to look at her. and there she goes calling my name again. sheesh.

joker of the day: valen was frantically finding the lost 'solar sticker' on grace's calculator. so innocent and naive. she even tried asking mr wong why. but got no answer. then she say wad the sticker is 3D but where is it. hahas. then she frantically tried breaking open grace's caulculator to find the lost sticker solar panel. hahas. silly twit!! in the afternoon also something happened to her. she dropped her napfa slip down the bridge [from canteen to classrooms there] yupp. then was screaming like mad.. pple thot she was gonna jump off or stuffs liddat. then luckily erica got many extra slips. gave her one. so damn lucky. and she was waving it again. luckily erica said later fly away how?? hahas. she really did attract lots of attention mann.

2003-05-15T08:11:00.000-07:00

tues let me recall.. think nothing much happened. except i sorta have stomachache during training at maris. think must be cux of the sushi. -nods- was pretty angry with coach. cux the marist have stopped training cux of exams and we still hafta go there to train. wad shit is this mann?!?! making us waste money travelling when he cann just drive her. at most cann start training early and end earlier for ur lesson wad!! poofs.

wed was angry with that stupid chng cux of pw. obviously made things difficult for us wad. bloodie toot. then stayed back after school to study and do work with yunhua. but obviously we didn. sheesh. played the whole damn time. please dunn ever buy the water chestnuts from school. its sux bigg time. they put vinegar to preserve it. and there aint anymore sweet fresh taste in it. had to throw the whole lump of out my mouth which was horrible!! eek!! was a pigg that day. ate 3 meals in 3 hours. 430pm, ate icecream and fishball soup in school. 530, ate rice with soup at grandma's place. didn eat the dishes cux i was so full! 7pm, ate maggi mee at my tutor's house. ahhas. so funn. which made me remember that yunhua bullied me that day. wah.. so evil le!! throw rubbish into my bag! made me run and throw at her. which i missed. hahas. -failure me-

todae
had training in the morning. work up so early. and delifrance's egg sandwich sucked. put too much mayoniase. the received news that real madrid lost to juventus 1-3 and juventus won on aggregate!! wahahhaa. so happy. :)) -jumps about- they should have been beaten long ago mann. ahhas. so finals would be juventus and ac milan. think juventus cann win. my money is on it. yupp. then raining was hell lot of fun too. the singles peeps are all training doubles. then kaixin came. played games. won zp+kx. but failed to win pebb+trish. which was a pity. cux i was 'high' todae. hahas. no physical. -bleams- :))

2003-05-12T03:45:00.000-07:00

whee!! so happy today. :)) had a so-called sushi marathon with valen+pat+mich!! yeaps. actually it wasnt really a marathon but it was a buffet at sakae sushi so we just keep eating and eating. hahas. and i ate a bowl of noodles with 11 plates of sushi!! record [for myself]. so i'm skipping dinner now. that valen ate 15 plates. oh mann. such a bigg eater.

yestday was also very funny. after training had a date with meibei for dinner. hahas. yupps. then i wanted someone to treat me dinner. so we decided to call my kor over! and he came. hahas. looks so toot in his new side parting. hahas. yupp. then paid for half my meal. yupps. and i thot meibei bought me the minestrone soup. then she said she bought it for herself. so i was fighting with her over the soup!! then kor came over. he bought from umeya some things for us. then the umeya gave free gift. its was a container with a small spoon. quite cute. yupp. and i wanted it too. than that meibei was fighting with me over it again. yupps. when i finally gave her, she was so violent that her whole cup of soup toppled!! and she haven drank a single bit yet!! hahas. that silly girl. then i was laughin like pretty bad and that lame kor keeping making me laugh more!! he laughed abit but he was so lame. sheesh. now my mouth kant close becux of him.

2003-05-10T09:45:00.000-07:00

finally watched

xmen 2!!

wahaha. so damn happy mann. how i wished i was in the cinema longer and the movie wasnt so short. god damn it. i love iceman. he's so cool. if only he cant freeze that stupid pyro. hahas. feel so sad for jean. yupps. anw, now i feel so much better after watching it. yupp.

so tired now. but stil must do loads of homework and study.

wth. today's training was super pathetic. so many pple were sick. and not only that, that stupid coach just wunt let us train in school next week even when the maris pple are having exams. wtf. cant he be more sympathetic and have more common sense? the marists arent even taining and we are going there to use the courts. bloody hell. go to hell larr. stay so near sch still must go all the way there. waste of my precious time.

2003-05-09T01:35:00.000-07:00

the day started off very bad. luckily i didn blow up with kathy was as usual rambling bout me. she told me that she promised herself not to ramble bout me todae and she failed to achieve it. hahas. after recess had 4 periods of maths. thats the worse thing that cann happen. hahas. luckily we went to the comp lab so it wasnt that bad. yupp. was so funny there except for that stupid thing. wadever lorr. sheesh. we were like so noisy and stuffs like that. hahas. like onli the 8 of us and the whole class was kinda pissed with us being noisy. yupp. changed places todae. and guess where i'm sitting. right next to the front door. arg. now cant msg, cant eat, eat sleep in class. darn. think gossips ill fly around on monday. better be prepared for it! :))

2003-05-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

damn blogger was down yestdae! typed a super long entry and it was gone. wadever. i haven watched xmen2 yet. so sad. better ask my aunt out soon. then got free movie to watch. hahas. yupp. wad happened over the past 2 days was pretty lame. hahas. was bullied by yingwan and kathy. can you believe it? sheesh. this is terrible. they were practically crawling over me trying to steal my mutants postcards. ermm.. hahas. yes. and that kathy arg, whole day ji xiao me. but rather sad we are gonna change places soon. sitting rite in front. how bad cann that get too. hahas.

ponned training on tues. then went to the amk library to study with the birthdae gal, yunhua. hahas. cant believed u actually didn go out. hahas. yeap. we were like freezing in the library. and that stupid gal went around asking pple to buy cereal as he rbdae present. hahas. think she mux be at home munching all day long. ahahs. but she is so sweet! offered me a box of coco krunch. muahaha. gonna get fat soon.

todae
hilarious hilarious. me, tricia and yupei were having a 10 min fun entertainment on erica's .. ermm u noe.. hahas. yupp.. we were practically laughing bout the same thing over and over again. yupp. hahas. ended up tearing cux of tricia. oh man. should have that more often. yupp. wads wrong with jinx-ing? hahas. y pple so superstitious over it arg? jinx pebb then she couldn tok until i said her name. hahas. then she was crawling all over me. hahas. damn hilarious too. luckily that stupid chng never call my name todae if not i'll probably wallop her after lesson. really dunno ewads her prob!! whoe dae picking on me. bias then sae so larr. asshole!!

gonna watch tv now. tatas`

2003-05-05T01:12:00.000-07:00

gosh
am i dying for x-men2!! i love mutants! :))

2003-05-05T01:11:00.000-07:00

somehow or rather my internet doesnt seem to work at night.. thats terrible.

saturday
haiis. training was as usual in the afternoon. so tiring. ran so much. and i definately stink like hell. didn really do much. ran 2.4km and i was cheated!! god damn it. supposed to run 2.4 under 12 min and i was tying my shoelace when he started timing. damn. then me and yupei had to worker harder just to catch up with the lost time! somemore say wad shi jian shi bu deng ren de. wadever lorr. but quite happy with my timing. was made to sprint the last round for goodness sake. hate it. now i'm so shrugged cux of it!!

sunday cancelled my chinese tuition and i didn go for training. **** sick the whole aftn. and there i was at mos sittingthere the whole day studying for the stupid science test. yupp. guess wad?? manu is the champion! too bad for arsenal cux they screw up their own title race. yupp. hahas. then schumi won too! alonso got second. not bad. yupp. :)) -bleams- hahas. i hate mclarens..

okae. here i am rotting at home the whole day. actually did study abit but the medicine was too strong. felt asleep. yupp. its been a long long time since i slept so much! wahaha. had mc. regretted not going. but i must be socially responsible ya knoe. hahas. hafta go take medicine soon. i love to sleep. yea. hahas. laters`

2003-05-02T07:21:00.000-07:00

why do backstabbers actually exist??

think that they sldn even exist.fancy being a hypocrite. being a nice and sweet friend in front of ya. behind ur back, she's toking bout all the bad stuffs bout u.creatively making up stories bout u.damn pissed with thse pple.moreover, backstabbing without a valid reason?? wad the hell has gotten into their mind? think they sldn exist in this world??well, if u knoe who i'm talking bout pls tell the person to f**k off.and my dearr friends out there.pls becareful with the pple you mix around with.esp some pple.

okae.enough of backstabbing.really hate backstabbers to the ultimate core.nothing much happened todae except for some senseless gossips and mysteries that i've yet to solve? hahas. being too kpo. and i have training again. wondering if i cann go watch xmen2: xmen united soon? like when? who wanna watch with me?? hahas. okae. but i doubt pple are free anw.

[ kathy ] hahas. you keep saying i talk bad bout you. i say you hyper not good meh? blehblehbleh. hahas. yea. since you say so, then i shall annouce that kathy aint hyper. its just tht a sudden gush of emotions swept over her and she started talking nonsense? okae, i'm the one talking nonsense now. hahas. kathy is hyper!! :)

2003-04-30T08:56:00.000-07:00

wadever lorr!! check out the list of hw i hafta do by fridae with this one dae hols? plus i have trg tmrr morning!

1. jian bao - du hou gan
2. zuo wen
3. rewrite persuasive speech
4. pw proposal

yes! and all within one dae or rather half a dae? wonder how am i going to finish it. gonna break down soon. someone pls pick up the pieces of me on the way so that i dunn lose part of myself. thanx. sheesh, am i getting cranky?

2003-04-30T07:28:00.000-07:00

guess wad? its the last day of the month! hahas. no larr. no special reason. its been a sars-ful month anw. something funny happened after tuition jus now. hahas. his pencil case is filled with 'bloody' stains now. all thanx to me. hahas. haiis. tmrr have training and i'm going to miss x-men2. cann anyone tell me if the movie is good or not? so maluated todae. [kathy,shuhui and pat if u are reading this dunn laugh kkx?] sheesh. yea. pat was teaching us how to do the fish thingi. and i kept screwing it up. then pat scold me. then shuhui and kathy mastered it. and was scolding me and insulting me. also dunno why kathy so hyper todae!! hahas. yupp. then i sae i will master it by the end of recess. and guees wad? until now i haven. hahas. so failure. aiyar, i dunn care liao larr. i'm so proud of myseld todae. i listened to all the lessons on class! except pw! so slack. yea. so so proud of myself. :))

have trg tmrr at 9am! so sickening! at maris somemore. esp when i stay so near the school. sheesh. hatehatehate it! :((

2003-04-28T01:17:00.000-07:00

happy happy :)) hahas. ran 4X100m today although i wasnt keen on it. thanx to all my babes [doreen+siqi+rebekah]!! yea. came in 4th. so unexpected. but then suppose to come in 5th. cux tricia's team drop the baton. so sad. they cld have gotten 3rd. think they almost cried. i was so soaked the whole dae. doreen and siqi were making me laugh the whole time even when i was bout to run? hahas. that gal really cheered me up.

saturday
haiis. nothing much happened actually. forgotten wad i wanna blog bout. anw, we ran 6 courts X 10 lai hui X 2 sets. not bad ritex. i was survived it. yea! 2.4km is next week. so must train up. my aim-to beat some pple. not good to mention names here. hahas.

ohyar. yuying cut her hair. i very long never talk to her. today saw her was like laughing like mad. yea. gonna call her boy-boy from now onwards. really got no comments bout her hair and her immature look. pple still think she is from sec 1!! hahas. looks like i must help her change her image liaos. yea. tmrr got goeg test and i haven study!! arg. no more internet for me! i swaer. anw, msn is getting suckier each dae.

better go bathe now.
i stink mann. later`

2003-04-25T00:50:00.000-07:00

realised i haven been blogging lately. mebbe its cux nothing interesting happened. no, its cux nothing nice is happening to me. jus realised my life is kinda screwed up in a way. the only thing funny that happen was wednesday's tuition.

its tuition havoc again. really love going there. its ivan! as usual! retarded and hilarious him. just dunno how to do his maths properly. then something happened between he and mrs lau. almost got a heart attack. sheesh. but that was the only thing. how i wish all these wasnt happening.. so many troubling things now. nothing is going in the right direction. its just so fucked up! haiis.

been sleeping in class again. slept quite early. but i'm still sleeping. dunno wad has gotten into my head. like a idiot now. sleeping and whining in class. think they are kinda irritated with me too. cux i cann really be irritating at times. i'm so not looking forward to things now. haiis. wonder wad cann really cheer me up?? and i hafta run 4x100m on mondae. the so-called sports day. when only the runners are allowed to stay back! like huh? cant believe its all cux of the sars. :( i didn wanna run in the first place. i wasnt even there when they had heats. cux i was sick the whole damn week. and now i'm in. with all those runners. but it like as if the runners wanna run too liddat. haiis.

2003-04-21T08:59:00.000-07:00

so irritated by some pple todae. yea. think pat and candice feels the same way too. its that valen's yan zong ding lorr. so irritated. somehow she might be 2-faced. and i hate 2 faced pple the most kkx. so pls dunn let me find out anything bout ya. hope she gets a bigg fat zero for not doing anything over the past week! how hopeless cann one get? i dunn believe u are always busy.

trying to console someone now. why am i always the middle person? so stuck now. running out of ideas. howw? and i still need a sponsor for my eating marathon with valen pat and another person. !! hahas. cunt wait for it mann. hope the days past quickly. yea. but i need cash! hard-cash! hahas. think i'm getting lamer as the days past by. nothing seems to be interesting now. except the silly conversations we had. :))

2003-04-19T00:20:00.000-07:00

feeling so pervertic todae. oh man. cunt help it. :) who ask them made me crazy during training? first, me and zp went mad when we partnered for doubles. hahas. then dunno why we started to lose. then meibei say i'm zp's jinx. wadever lorr. yeap. then after physical we were playing monkey? hahas. dunno why we were playing that too. so me+zp+kaixin+winnie+annabel+shujun started playing monkey. and i sabotaged like everyone for not catching the ball. cux it was touch monkey. yeah. first victim was kaixin, then annabel, then winnie. so kaixin was angry! she said"lets all sabo shuwen!' and so, they started chasing me. i ran out of the hall into the carpark. hahas. but they caught me in the end at father barre. not embarrassing at all. yeap. then all of them wanted to lock me out of the hall. so stupid! then i heard that yannyee say the first 3 doors are all locked. but i decided to try. so i walked door to door. softly trying them. i found the 3rd door unlocked!! hahas. i jumped in! they all got a scare. hahas. and were all staring at me. like wadever lorr. so i decided to stop playing and started msging. then they were playing without a monkey!! then winnie shouted over to me,"ey, come and catch me leh!" i was like.. eerrr.. then kaixin started laughing. then i was like, okae mann. i'm coming. hahas. the funny part ishere. i dunno wad happened. annabel was so close to me and she got the ball. so obviously i tried touching her ritex?? then she turned her body and i ended up touching her titts. yeah. then she was like, "oh my god!" and i was like laughing like mad. i dunno why. i laid flat onto the floor laughing for bout 5min. yea. hahas. said sorry to her ltr. duhx. hahas. but she like got no reaction. hahas. [if virn reads this she will be luaghing hard mann] cux we are the - family! yeah!

hafta go bathe now. going out soon. with pebb. hahas. finally making up for the disappointment ydae. hope it will be great.
laters`

2003-04-18T08:42:00.000-07:00

oh i forgot.

happy burfdae pebb!

feel better now.
nitex'

2003-04-18T08:38:00.000-07:00

todae's such a boring todae. haiis. pebb's dad didn let her out of the hse. and so, there goes my baked rice!! and i even planned my shopping list to buy. so didn go in the end. sheesh. really hoping that tmr nite wldn be the same and that i and her cann both make it. yuying sae our stories very dramatic. she sae we both like sad because of each other. was really sad todae. pmsed the whole aftn. yupp. but i think pebb was worse. yuying's entry really piped(spell?) me up. so long. mann. wonder how she mnaged to do that. arg. its jus another dae. another boring dae. another meaningless dae. act. quite alot of things happened during tuition todae. as usual. hahas. this time is ivan. that silly boy. really silly.

2003-04-17T09:26:00.000-07:00

todae was funn! yea. was fainting in the morning cux i didn have enough sleep. lessons were so boring. esp chinese! arg. dozing off. hahas. after recess was superb. i was so hyper! :) dunno wad had gotten into my mind. was laughing my ass off all the wae with my table-mates pat, kathy and shuhui. yea. hahas. kathy and her bleh! gee. hahas. she said i found it weird. yupp. and she is using so many bleh in a day! whenever i sae bleh, she will starting laughing so hard till the body is rocking. hahas. now i knoe wad weapon to use on her. hahas. -evil laughter- yupp. training was even better! yea. aiyar, but my darl didn come for training. she chose to go sba. :( played doubles. we won everyone! okae, hahas. just performed so well todae. yea. played soccer. hahas. me and virn wanted to play soccer. and we asked zp to tell gg. and the act cute and innocent zp was so - *speechless* that funny girl. yupp. went macs and eat a whole lot. not forgetting meibei's coins that bombarded the taohui stall. think the auntie is scared of coins now. hahas.

well. going to have tuition in the morning when its good fridae. a holidae. yupp. but going out for the whole dae after that. yea. -bleams- :((

2003-04-17T04:51:00.000-07:00

:| haven been blogging lately. yea.

tuesday
yea. many things happened. was rushing my homework like mad. yea. didn like training that day. it was so terrible. training was so so horrible. first everything screwed up when we played doubles although we won. yea. then we did lobbing until my arms were breaking. my knee started to hurt again. i hate it when i cann actually run faster when i cunt. we had 10rounds of slow jog. slow jog! and i was like behind the pack?? 1 round slow. why? cux of my damn bloody knee! i hate it. the feeling is just not good.

went back to school on wednesday with aches on my thigh and feet. the soles there. cunt walk properly. shoots. so tired. was dozing off in class. yeah. felt so gidding. its jus another boring day! :/

2003-04-14T05:19:00.000-07:00

i love pebb yuying and yunhua!

:) :) yea baby. love ya loads. had so much fun today! went to watch dreamcatcher with pebb yuying and yunhua. its a nice show. so much nicer than the core. still laughing at the part where all our heads were kinda like so close. hahas. ohyar, pple, pls dun ever go j8 and buy the nachos there. the cheese is so sulky. got my chewing gums today! thanx jasmine. finally got to see everyone after a long long time. well, had a whole day of sars education! this is so irritating. our first day of school turned out to be liddat. and the sports day might be cancelled. and competition might only start in term 3. which means there goes my june hols. it be jus like drilling and drilling every other day.

2003-04-12T11:02:00.000-07:00

sianzation!! wait. where did i learn this word from? oh i remembered, my didi. yea. haha. my whole day was packed with homework again. still have loads to go. but i dunn think i'm gonna do all anw. the only thing good that happened today was that manu trashed newcastle 6-2 at st. james park. so shiok watching it. arsenal better watch out mann. they sure lose wan. haha.

back to sleep now. school's starting soon. yay! cant wait for it. -excited!-
nitex`

2003-04-11T10:12:00.000-07:00

todae was quite an exciting day for me. had training in the morning. so tired. my eyes wasnt wide open. the only proper part of training was th physical. did tha 90degrees sit. so painful. my thighes are aching. bought a chocolate fudge cream cake for pamela and it was fattening like wad everyone said. but i still ate a big piece of it yupp. played bridge with yuying pebb and zhang. wanted to break record but yuying always end up partnering opebb and i and zhang are like totally hopeless! gee. hahas. realised that i'm missing yupei. so long nvr see nor talk nor sms her. somemore she cant come for training. wad a pity. bathed at hougang sports hall. the water is so so cold. can we were making hell of a noise there. think everyone will be scared off by us. hahas. yea. went ps to watch the core. its a not bad show larr. but was supposed to watch dreamcatcher. so many lovey dovey couples beside me, felt so weird. was freezing in there and all i had was the popcorn to keep me warm. hahas. was so so so late for tuition. like onli had 45min of it instead of 2h? sheesh. so tired.

::pebb:: i wanna go eat baked rice with you soon. we mux go out kkx. you better dunt pangseh me!

so hungry now. and its so late. *yawn nitex.

2003-04-10T09:43:00.000-07:00

so full. bought two beef burgers from the pasar marlam. my supper. yumyum. having training tmr morning. so i'm supposely supposed to sleep like now? but i'm too full. *burp* oops. hahas. oh man. wyn thinks that me and adele are dating? oh man. this is so rubbishy. jus because i went out with her afew times and she saw us together those few times doesnt mean we always go out together ritex? sheesh.

my bro came in to disturb me. keep wanting to scare me. he tried crawling into the room. the commandor's way. than he failed, hurting his nipples. how dumb cann he get ritex? he wanted to kiss me goodnight. i was on the verge of letting him kiss my cheek when i burst out laughing saying "ur lips are wet!" hahas. so lame. but he really brought loads of joy to me. hahas. thanx bro. love ya.

nitex world`

2003-04-10T03:58:00.000-07:00

:| bored. filled my whole dae with homework homework and homework. this is a bad sign. still have a whole lot more to go.

twelfth night act 2 scene 1,2,3
persuative writing
english task one
english task two
the polar bear
~~painting tiles~~
~~am16 and am17~~
~~geography~~
jian bao
zhou ji
zuo wen
social studies

wow wow. lets see. i only have 3 more days to do finish. minus tmr because of training and tuition. i only have 2 days. thats not alot.

yesterday i had training. gg came to check on us. and spoke to us about our training attitude. but its not like we want to ritex? then matthew hurt his hurt. eek! the wound was deep. so deep. had to do an operation at 530 that day. *ouch he so lucky go girl friend to accompany him for the whole day. hahas. good thing he is alrightie now. ran 6 rounds in the stadium. i cldn kahan. stamina dropped like mad. so not a good sign. knee ached again. think i'm getting old. its always so pain whenever i run. played bridge with yann,pebb and chewteng. then i wanted yuying to join so that we can created another piece of history then yann didn catch the hint. so sad. headed for tuition. mrs lau cooked noodles for me. hahas. tuition was hell of a fun man. missing it already.

need to go out and buy a present which is purple in colour. for who arg? hahas.
happy birthday valen!

2003-04-07T20:25:00.000-07:00

have u ever been disturbed by screamings and whinings at the top of their voie at 1am? or saw 3 batches of police visiting that house. oh man. happened to me last night. the man/teenager/boy who was always whining and crying was doing it again. and i dunno wad happened. his mother/grandma was so grieved that she unleashed all her emotions, screaming at the top of her voice. because it was so noisy, many called the police. and my bro counted a total o 11police? amazing man. seriously wonder how i managed to sleep last nite. just look at my panda eyes. i gtg do all my chinese hw now. -pouts- :(

2003-04-07T08:02:00.000-07:00

had training todae. it is total slackness. sldn even have gone there. deproved loads thou. boring boring day. -__- went to hougang stadium to play bridge. cann u believe it? everyone was looking at us. some ppl even pangse us at the last minute. well, as usual erica was the laughing stock there. wonder if she blames me for the lost todae?

lost money on the bet. the results were kimi, fisci, trulli. yupp. all the ferrari's fault! arg. how can their car be so unreliable now? they cant lose to the maclarens. gee. this sucks. wad a bad bad dae it was. staying up late in the wee hours just to be disappointed. :(( gotta do homework now. the tchers are killing us with homework.

2003-04-06T07:51:00.000-07:00

arg. stoning all day long aint helpin me. its a sundae! cant go out. have tuition. how bad cann that get? my mom says that i'm hogging on the tv all dae long, watching replays. but wads wrong with that? arg. going watch f1 in 1hr's time. hope i cann win. putting my bet on rubinho, schumi and kimi. yupp. (: going for trg tmr. at last. hahas. after one whole week i'm going.haven seen those guys for a lonnngggg time. gee. i just remembered something! hahas. she went back indo ritex? me and adele have planned an evil scheme for that person. -grins- but i sldn be too evil and do that to her ritex? mebbe she has already been hit by sars. -shivers- i gonna go watch tv now.

2003-04-04T22:46:00.000-08:00

ohyar. i didn have the mood to type yestdae cux my teeth was pain. and why was it pain cux i visited the dentist and he tightened it. now i will have difficulty eating for one whole month. shoots. how bad can that get.. ): the sars hols are extended. i cant get to see all my darlings. i miss them. *sob*

2003-04-04T07:14:00.000-08:00

feel like writing alot but i dun have to mood to type. :( yupp. so i shall see if my mood is better later.

2003-04-03T05:48:00.000-08:00

had quite an exciting dae in the morning. woke up and headed to the amk library. to meet adele for breakfast and lunch. talk and talk and talk like the library cafeteria is our place. hahas. made a big mess there. she arg, threw fries on my face. now havin more pimples!! -glares at her- then rotted at home again. slept. eat. watch tv. play comp. i'm doing everything over and over again. -__- oh. england won turkey 2-0. this is big news. hahas. didn get to watch it. slept early.
i cut my hair. hahas, finally. its short. but still can tie. my mom was neh neh-ing again sayin why ppl these like small ponytail so much. and my ponytail wasnt that small. dunno wads her prob. i'm eating again. someone please stop me.

2003-04-02T06:46:00.000-08:00

is it lucky or unlucky? whenever it is a rainy day, i will always have a stomachache without fail. :/ the waether forecast said it would rain tmrr too. oh man. how? -scratches head- i cant believe i'm just so piggy. sheesh. slept right after breakfast for 3 whole hours. had a heavy head when i woke up. -smiles- i rather sleep than rot at homee anw. -yawn- tired again. hahas. planning to catch to soccer match. but i dun think i can last that long. i need to train. miss training badly!!

2003-04-01T16:49:00.000-08:00

so tired. :| went to cl house yestdae to study. then heard bout things that i was nvr meant to know. it was so boring yestdae. practically did nothing. supposed to go jogging this morning but jus look at the weather. its raining! how to jog? man, i'm so tired. was cheated of my feelings so many times yestdae. cux it was april fools. and the innocent me was the victim. well, think i better go back to sleep again. "nitex."

2003-03-31T04:50:00.000-08:00

hahas. realised i haven been blogging. really bored these few daes. had a nice dinner last night. went to mos with pebb pam wei matt cl. hahas. so funny. cl and wei as usual were acting sissy as usual. yupp. but i've learnt 2 new thai words. dom = lesbian katui = faggot. yupp. quite cool scolding pple when they dont understand. slept like at 2 last nite. becus of who arg? ~~stares at cl~~ he made me play pool with him. and i didn even realised it was past 12 when my bro came peeping into the room. rotted the whole of todae. did hse chores. for once. studied! hahas.

to all my dear friends: u pple better take care kkx. don wan anything to happen to u ppl. i miss everyone.

2003-03-29T06:11:00.000-08:00

todae was quite a happy day compared to yestdae. went to buy a new bag which was quite cheap. the bag had a matching shoe bag and my bro bought the shoe bag. hahas. so funny. surprisingly there were many people in town too. looks like these ppl aint scared of the sars at all. saw this little girl wearing a mask shopping. if she is so scared then why come out and shop? sheesh.

hmphs, the sars thingy is gettin more serious. spreading to indonesia and the usa. my aunt was like the origin of sars came from a pig farm in guangdong. if its only a pig farm is not so bad. the problem is it might not only come from the pig farm alone. starting to think bout how scary it is. i really hope that all my friends or relatives dun get if. cant afford to lose u peeps. yupp. so u ppl better takecare of yaself loads kkx.

2003-03-28T07:10:00.000-08:00

sorry. but i really hafta spill it all out todae. so jux bear with me.
-how i wish to hide away from everything- why cant you just spare a thought for us? stop being so irrational and selfish. enough of everything. everything was gone in a forthnight all becox of you. you took away all my happy times and now you are jus daydreaming day aft day believing in your coins. why cant you jus wake up? you made everyone so dissapointed in you. can you jus spare a thought and not make me live in sadness and fear everyday?

i hate *you. and i really really do. now and forever.

2003-03-28T06:18:00.000-08:00

shoots. jux received a msg from zp tat training on sun is as per normal. okae. i sld be going unless my mom strongly objects cux of sars. :| but the problem is, i left my badminton shoes in school!1 eek! hows? train bare-footed arg. hahas.

2003-03-27T18:37:00.000-08:00

cookin spagetti now.so funny. okae. mebbe not.

2003-03-27T18:13:00.000-08:00

is the war more impt or the sars more impt?
think the sars is more impt at the moment. cux the war doesnt really affect us at the moment. yupp. anw, both are as bad.

oh on i'm sneezing early in the morning. there i go again! *achoo* hahas.

2003-03-27T06:03:00.000-08:00

so bored -__- dun hafta school for like 10 daes. and surprisingly i'm missing it. :( i miss everyone. :(( stuck at home. my mom dun even wanna let me go out for half a dae! the only places i can go now is to the market, my grandma's hse and for tuition. this sucks. i hate this hols. okae. cooked my own mee goreng todae. tasted horrible. cux i dunno how to cook properly. this is going to happen for the whole week. sheesh. apparently, me and my bro are going to fix our own lunch tmr. cookin spagetti with very weird ingredients. we jux bought wadever we like. and my mom was like, "i dunno wad u guys are cookin and i dunn wish to knoe." okae man. bet the whole kitchen will be in a mess tmr. and i hafta do all the cleaning up. cux my bro is a boy. stupid reason.

jux quarelled with him jux now. cux i tuned his radio wrongly. and when i tuned it so fast cux i heard the "prefect ten". he thot it was power 98. sheesh. so irritating. listen to radio so long also dunno the difference. cant be bothered with him larx.

2003-03-25T06:18:00.000-08:00

todae is such an eventful dae. hahas. my bro is on a school camp for 5 daes. the hse is so quiet. -claps hands- woke up in the morning. so tired. felt like sleepin. but had to rush like tonnes of homewk cux i didn do during the hols. sheesh. i like the pple sitting next to me. all so gossipy when they dun look like the type. hahas. didn have recess. was playing badminton in the hall with valen,citra,steff,tock,grace,choy,chow,dinah,melissa,freda,ocp. hahas. we were like laffin like me. i was practically tearing. hahas. all thanx to valen. damn damn funny. brought much life to my dae. :) was so tired aft recess. heyys, so prouda myself for not smsin in class! hahas. i didn even have the appettite to eat my lunch. think i only ate half my noodles and drank 1/4 of ice tea? think i'm mad. tried sleepin in the hall before travellin to maris. but that junior of mine, dania, kept disturbing me! arg.. then had trg. and it sucked todae. was having a terrible headache doing the sit-ups [the difficult version]. then coach was like as usual aft 630 giving us more physical. sprinting! shit. tats when i got my really splitting headache. cldn walk properly. really felt like fainting. felt much better aft havin dinner. yummy. slackin now. think i'm gonna die tmr again.

2003-03-24T07:49:00.000-08:00

::screwed:: jux realised tat i've be slackin like hell the whole hols. gonna die soon. there's like so much hw and i haven done a single piece. shitshitshit. and obviously its all graded. wtf. so tired now. was sleepin the whole aftn as usual. hahas. :) glad that i paid attention to all the lessons todae. so proud of myself. -beams- hahas. got e new seat arrangement todae. u wldn believe this man. i'm seating with pple that are sitting around me now. glad we are still together. it will be so fun. hahas. sitting beside shuhui and pathatai. which means i cant slack during lessons and i cant sms so much now. is this good or bad. sheesh. sigh. better start cracking again.

2003-03-23T06:38:00.000-08:00

tired. woke up at 6.30 todae. and went to 'visit' my granddad. then went back to my grandma's house for breakfast. slept on the bed. was blardie woken up by my cousins and aunties. they are like so fascinated by the online love calculator. sheesh. then realised then my cousin got a boyfriend tats fat, called -something- kok. my retarded bro was like "cock!" gosh. headed to sicc for bowling. got a strike for my time shot! as usual, my bro was like makin a fool out of himself. so irritating. played pool after tat. saw shuwei! hahas. she looks the same to me. okae. then i was late for tuition. rotted. went for training straight aft that. surprisingly i was on time. hahas. having a headache now. mux be play too much.

2003-03-22T06:49:00.000-08:00

wah. watched miss singapore. think that bernice sldn win. celeste is so much better. arg. my dad says singapore's standard is still not good enough. -nods head- i'm such a slacker. haven even started on my hols hw. sheesh. dont think i can do finish in time. might as well not do. hahas. cux comp's starting in a weeks time. then i will be having comp on 1 3 5 and training on 2 4 6 7. sheesh. really have no life at all.

2003-03-22T00:24:00.000-08:00

shuwen

happy burfday jas!! happy burdae valerie!!

xmen 2!!

happy burfdae pebb!

happy burfday jas!!
happy burdae valerie!!